Hello, me name is squip9946 on the internet and ashleigh in the real life.
Welcome to me website, I guess :3


Just a little heads up for you, I'm what people might call "weird" (I too am one of these people), that is not to say that being weird is bad it's just a helpful term in explaining. And a little more specifically I don't care as much as many other people about "personal" info of mine roaming around the world, free for anyone to know and do stuff with. So you might be finding stuff on here that is just a little "open".

Also english isn't my first language, I do however think that my english is pretty good, so you might find some terms being used weirdly or just incorrectly. Don't mistake some of my stylistic choices as mistakes though. For example I use the word "me" when "my" would be the most suitable, simply because I think it sounds cute.

Having said that, I think that's all you need to know to navigate this site. I hope that you'll enjoy your stay :3


Stats

Species: Homo sapiens
Subspecies: Homo sapiens sapiens (I hope that's the correct one)
Race: White
Nationality: German

DOB: 01.11.2007 (this is not real, it's a prank. I'm an adult, github.)
Sex: Male

Height: 184cm
Weight: ~77kg
Show Size: 44/45 EU
Eye Color: Yellow/Green with a hint of blue and grey
Hair Color: Darker brown

Gender: Woman
Sexuality: Pansexual
MBTI: ISTP-A (no idea what that means, check the links page, nerd)
Attachment Style: Disorganized (Fearful-Avoidant), I think, but test is saying "Dismissive/Avoidant and Anxious"

Master password: Wouldn't you like to know, weather boy.

More good stuff to come but I'm bored so me do something different now.

This is the good stuff, this is what I wanted to write about from the beginning. But no... I had to do some weird html and css stuff to get this half decent site going.. But I guess it's working now.

Anyways, sexual interests, I have some. To be clear, I'm using the term 'sexual interest' to describe anything that one might be sexually attracted to. Some examples are: feet, female breasts, femininity, and men.


Starting off with the outer characteristics of a person.

Moustaches - I find them to be incredibly good-looking. No, more than that, much much more than that. I can't even describe it anymore.
Important distinction though, when paired with a beard that touches this moustache, it doesn't do it for me anymore. At least generally it doesn't anymore.
Also the fuller and denser the moustache the better.

Waists - On the same level, if not higher, as moustaches. Here, just like with moustaches, I do not find any waist to be sexually arousing, it has to fit certain criteria.
Call me fatphobic, but I like my waists to be small/thin and of a relatively low body-fat-percentage (max ~18%), with the abs muscles thingies not being easily individually identifiable. Kinda like the waist of some the of bigger femboys, out there on TikTok

Female breasts - I don't find them nearly as arousing as moustaches or bellies, though still a good bit, but they can certainly also be a big turn off, if too big.
My ideal breast size would be anything from an A cup to a C cup, with the C cup being on the very edge of starting to be rather sexually unappealing than arousing.

Ass/Buttocks - I find them to be slightly less appealing than I do female breasts, but still enough for me to find them arousing, if just a little bit.
Generally, I tend to be more aroused the more an ass resembles that of an estrogen-dominated body. Similar to female breasts, I like my ass to not be extremely small but also not too big, though with the ass it can also be a negative if it's extremely small, unlike with female breast where size can only be a negative if too big.


That should be all in that category/grouping.

Might aswell just jump right into BDSM.

Bondage - Maybe quite basic but still in my top 5 favorite fetishes, I'm not so much into 'hardcore' bondage, so essentially I don't mind some pain if that just comes with say ropes, cuffs, etc. but I do not enjoy physical pain and thus the 'more hardcore' the bondage gets the less I enjoy it, if it has crossed that certain threshold of too much pain that is.

Consensual Non-Consent (CNC) - Definitely my strongest and most favorite fetish, though I feel I should clarify what I mean to prevent missunderstanings.
When talking about CNC the Consensual part of it is key. I do not find raping people arousing, nor would I ever publicly admit that if I did. So when 'acting upon that fetish' it is practically simulating/roleplaying a non-consensual sexual interaction with someone who is absolutely consenting.

more too come, don't wanna continue rn..

nothing here, cuz I don't wanna remove the page right now but I also find the whole topic to be too complex, at least I don't know how complex it is and so I'd rather just not say anything, if I couldn't even know how likely it is for that thing to be true. Which might just go for like anything I could say, ever, except for made up stuff of course e.g. "2 + 2 = 4" or "my name is squip9946" which I know to be true because some entity has said that they are, there is absolutely no doubt in that. (I really fucking hope)

Big Notice

On this page, you may read about topics, believes, etc. that you may feel very strongly about. If there is any such topic or believe which you have such strong feelings about, I strongly urge you not to continue reading. You have been warned. I do not mean to offend anyone nor do I mean to cause any harm.
Feel free to contact me via the Contact Me page and tell me why you think my believe is wrong.

Also important to mention is that all the believes stated in this page are just that, believes, not objective truths. Even if they're phrased in a way that might sound like factual statements.

Now that I got that out of the way, how about we start with maybe the most controversial one.. xd


Pedophilia isn't bad - nor is Hebephilia or Ephebophilia. That's pretty much all I wanted to say. But I suppose explaining my believe could be quite beneficial, so I might aswell just do that.
An important distinction to point out, that I don't think many people realize, is that all the above mentioned paraphilias describe purely the sexual (and maybe romantic) attraction to minors. Not the physical acts that one might act out, if they were to have one of the mentioned paraphilias.
And since those paraphilias only cover the attraction to minors and not anything else, I don't see how they could be bad. Especially because an attraction (a feeling to one group of people) in itself can not cause physical or psychological harm.

To be clear, this page is about Videos, Music, Creators, etc. that I feel so strongly about that I want to share them/it with you or rather any/everyone.


Creators, there are so many that I like.

Vsauce - In the field in which he's in, maybe my favourite Content Creator, not only for his long form Content but also for his short form content, i.e. YouTube Shorts or TikToks.

more too come, don't wanna continue rn..

Currently, you can contact me via three different options. These options are a Google Forms Document, an Email address which forwards to my personal Email address, and my Discord.
I can not guarantee that contact attemps via the Google Forms Document will get seen within a short period of time, as I do not check that regularly. I do however try to make a reasonable effort to check that Document once every day or so, since I do recognize that some might prefer this option due to the provided anonymity.
Contact attempts via Email or Discord will normally be checked at least once a day with the Discord possibly resulting with an immediate response.

If you don't like any of the provide options, too bad, cry about it. Maybe I'll add some sometime, I suppose only time will tell.


Google Forms - https://forms.gle/zSbmUYwdyFZXWkVP7
Email - contact.renderer069@passinbox.com
Discord - squip9946